i will never be at peace
as you are
finally
because
i decided to live
even though it goes against every fiber of my being.
i miss you
i envy you
i hate you
but more than anything
i love you.
o̶̫̱̖̾̏͆b̸̮̃͑͘s̸̞͓̉͗c̵̝̑̓͑ȗ̵̳̱̙r̶̡̊͐͝e̷͈̞͚̅͠͠.̸͍̭̌
I slip from the shadows
umbralical safety net dissolving
leaving a skinless canvas;
with defiance I stand
naked before you
shivering
quaking
in the cold blood of a past life.
Ḯ̶̢̢̟̗̼͚̹̣̫̬̮͎̼̪̭̹̭̌͆̿̆̌̂̈́̂͒̐͛̿̚ͅͅ